It is my pleasure to welcome
Anne Cater, author of Unmasking Paulie Bingham to my blog today. Stick around
because we have some goodies in store for you. We have an excerpt from her new
release, Unmasking Paulie Bingham, an awesome interview with Paulie Bingham
himself, which I thoroughly enjoyed. Paulie is quite the charmer. And on top of
all that, Anne is giving some cool stuff away, so be sure to check out the
rafflecopter below and enter.
Author ANNE CARTER
Genre Romance, Murder Mystery
Synopsis
"The last thing I expected was to fall in love with a woman."
Until Katrina Newman touched his face for the first time, British pop star Paulie Bingham was content with his openly gay lifestyle. That he could be any other way never entered his mind. Now, with Kate tugging at his heartstrings, he begins a journey of self-discovery that will lead him through the best—and worst—times of his life.
Though her faith in him sometimes falters, Kate’s love for Paulie never ebbs despite his obsessive ways, his foray into drugs and his habitual infidelity. But will his connection to a high-profile London murder case prove more than Kate & Paulie’s tattered relationship can handle?
"The last thing I expected was to fall in love with a woman."
Until Katrina Newman touched his face for the first time, British pop star Paulie Bingham was content with his openly gay lifestyle. That he could be any other way never entered his mind. Now, with Kate tugging at his heartstrings, he begins a journey of self-discovery that will lead him through the best—and worst—times of his life.
Though her faith in him sometimes falters, Kate’s love for Paulie never ebbs despite his obsessive ways, his foray into drugs and his habitual infidelity. But will his connection to a high-profile London murder case prove more than Kate & Paulie’s tattered relationship can handle?
Something About Anne
“I wouldn’t want to live
anywhere else,” Anne Carter asserts, when asked about her life in Southern
California, where she’s lived since she was two. She cites the people, the
weather and the beach as factors in her love affair with the West coast.
Family, too, provides an anchor to the area, which she describes as a melting
pot of humanity, “rich with characters and plots just waiting to be written.”
While romantic mystery and suspense are her favorites, Anne has written middle grade mysteries, literary shorts, poetry and non-fiction. Long a lighthouse fanatic, it was only a matter of time before her obsessions intersected and a series of lighthouse novels emerged. Paranormal elements abound in both POINT SURRENDER and CAPE SEDUCTION, where mystery, romance and troubled ghosts provide hauntingly entertaining tales set in California lighthouses.
When she is not writing, editing or promoting, Anne enjoys time with her husband and children, two happy dogs and a psychotic cat. She is a skilled photo editor and loves restoring old snapshots and creating digital slideshows. Watch for the third paranormal lighthouse mystery, ANGEL'S GATE, coming soon!
For more about Anne Carter and to read excerpts, visit www. BeaconStreetBooks.com or write AnneCarter@BeaconStreetBooks.com.
While romantic mystery and suspense are her favorites, Anne has written middle grade mysteries, literary shorts, poetry and non-fiction. Long a lighthouse fanatic, it was only a matter of time before her obsessions intersected and a series of lighthouse novels emerged. Paranormal elements abound in both POINT SURRENDER and CAPE SEDUCTION, where mystery, romance and troubled ghosts provide hauntingly entertaining tales set in California lighthouses.
When she is not writing, editing or promoting, Anne enjoys time with her husband and children, two happy dogs and a psychotic cat. She is a skilled photo editor and loves restoring old snapshots and creating digital slideshows. Watch for the third paranormal lighthouse mystery, ANGEL'S GATE, coming soon!
For more about Anne Carter and to read excerpts, visit www. BeaconStreetBooks.com or write AnneCarter@BeaconStreetBooks.com.
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Excer[t from Unmaskig Paulie Bingham
“I’m here
to see Paulie Bingham.”
“What makes
you think he’s here?”
Kate
swallowed, narrowed her eyes, and looked past the man into the house. “Because
I gave him that leather jacket on the couch there, and he never goes anywhere
without it,” she lied.
“You expect
me to believe that? And who are you?” Arms akimbo, the man squared his stance,
tried to block her view.
“I’m his
fucking mother.” Now certain that Paulie was inside, Kate muscled her
way in, tossed her bag onto the couch. “Where is he?”
Sullen, the
man gestured toward the hallway.
Kate
paused. “I suggest you get dressed and leave. Now.”
“Oh, no
way. Dude owes me money. I don’t mind giving him a little extra time to get himself
together, so I’ll just hang out.”
The cowboy
boots placed neatly beside the wall clearly weren’t Paulie’s style. Kate picked
them up, along with an adjacent stack of folded clothing, and shoved them at
the man. “How much?”
“One
hundred for the hour. No, wait. Two hundred. Because he’s a junkie. Makes it
tough.”
Kate pulled
some bills from the hip pocket of her jeans. “Here’s twenty. Be glad I don’t
bust you, too. Now get the hell out.” She flashed a fake movie badge she had
pocketed just in case.
The rent
boy gave her a wide-eyed stare, then hurried into his pants and carried the
rest out the door. Kate sighed, waited until she heard the sports car start up
and drive away.
She was
hesitant to go into the bedroom, afraid of what she might find. Afraid not to.
She eased
the door open. “Paulie?” she beckoned softly, peering into the darkened room.
The light from a nightstand clock radio barely illuminated the figure of a man
lying on the bed.
“Paul?” she
repeated, taking a halting step into the room. “Are you okay? It’s Kate.” She
didn’t realize she was holding her breath until she heard him sigh. “Thank
you,” she whispered, then moved closer to the bed.
“I wish… I
wish you were really here,” came his softly spoken words, wistful, weak.
“I am
here.”
“You are
always here. But you always go ‘way.”
Kate went
to him, sat down on the edge of the bed, found his hand in the darkness. “I
won’t go away. I promise.”
Now for the Interview
Hello,
Paulie, and welcome to my blog. Please make yourself comfortable. Would you
like a glass of wine?
“Don’t mind if I do!”
Help
yourself to some grapes and cheese. It’s Dubliner, my favorite and goes very well
with that Cabernet you’re sipping.
“Great, thanks for
remembering I’m a vegetarian. A vegetarian who can’t stop eating cheese...”
To
start things off, can you tell us a little about yourself?
1. Where do you live now?
“I’m still in Southern California.
I can’t keep away from the sunshine. Still adore London, but only on holidays
to see my sister Peg. After a few days in the rain, I’m ready to come back
here.”
2. Paulie, one thing I’d love to know is when
did you become a musician?
“I was around twelve,
thirteen. It was an escape. Some place I could go and not get beat upon. My
mates and I practiced in an abandoned flat – a derelict house bombed out during
the war and never repaired.”
3. What type of music do you play?
“We loved music in the style
of T. Rex. Bowie. Freddie Mercury, later. We’d try anything once or twice, you
know, the Mersey beat, the folk-house acoustic, even Disco—God, that was
cringe-worthy! Ultimately we got into Glam rock. Today, I do whatever I fancy
at the moment.”
4. Were you a musician before you realized you
were gay or after?
“Funny you should ask. I
think I never quite realized anything. I ... just... was. Both. Gay, and
musical.”
5. How surprised were you to find Katrina
attractive?
“Ah, Kate. Yes. I was quite
surprised. I didn’t like her much, at first, cheeky little witch, telling me
what to do, how to hold still, pushing my face around, you know... but when she
professed her love, I just sort of... you know, I can’t describe it. I was
quite confused. Scared.”
6. Was there anything in particular that
attracted you to Katrina?
“She was strong. She was
confident. All those things I wanted to be. She had power, and in my own
twisted way, I sucked that power from her. I felt awkward and weak without her.”
7. What is it about Kate that you love the most?
“She has an inner beauty
that wraps around everything. She cares. She puts others first—also her worst
attribute. Me, Bonnie, Rob... never herself. “
8. What on earth ever possessed you to partake
in and experiment with drugs?
(Pauses,
looks away.)
“That weakness I mentioned.
I was a slave to attention. Peer pressure was my life at that time. There was
this guy, I wanted to be close to him, and without the drugs, well, I wasn’t
cool. He did coke and Ecstasy and such. When he tired of me, I went off on a
vague sort of journey, and nothing satisfied me. Someone offered me smack.”
(Pauses
again, offers uneasy smile, scratches forehead.)
“I can’t—I can’t explain
why. It was just the next thing. Nothing else mattered.”
9. Why do you think Kate seduced you when she
knew you were gay?
“Ha! Why does Kate do
anything she does? Because she’s Kate. She knows what she wants. That night,
apparently, she wanted me. Lord knows why...”
10. How did she manage to persuade you to make
love to her?
“You would have had to have
been there. We’d been sipping champers. Talking trash about our ex’s. She was
warm, and loving, and lonely. I was hurting deep inside, a hurt I’d been
pushing down for weeks. She dug it out, and tucked herself inside instead. She
touched me—both my body and my heart. I don’t know how it happened, but it
did...”
11. How conflicted did you feel about it afterward?
“I was afraid to think about
it much. I told her I’d been with a woman before, but I lied. Probably the only
time I ever got away with lying to her. She was my first. I was so confused,
but I refused to examine it. Until after she left. All I remember is this
extreme emptiness.”
12. Did you fall in love with Kate instantly or
was it over time?
“We often joked that it was
that night. Maybe it was. I went on and convinced myself that it was all a
stupid mistake, I was gay and that was that. I didn’t need her, or any woman. A
silly, one time encounter and it wouldn’t happen again. When she reappeared in
my life, when I was on my hallucinogenic deathbed, I felt something fill up
inside me. That same hole, she moved into again, fixed me up, fixed my life.
Was it love? How could it not be.”
13. How did you feel when you found out you were
going to be a father?
“If I was scared of
admitting bisexuality, I was terrified of being a father. I suppose most
straight guys expect to become a parent one day, but I’d had no experience with
that sort of thinking. I was nauseous. I was deeply afraid I’d seriously blow
it. But I was so wrong. Bonnie turned out to be the shining accomplishment of
my whole life.”
14.
Did you feel any amount of jealousy when Kate began seeing Rob?
“You must be joking. I
wanted to clock him one on the bean. So hot. So talented. Sure of himself. They
even looked good together. He was American, he was savvy, he was straight
besides. Everything she needed and deserved. And me, I’m the one who gets
life’s sand kicked in his face.”
(Thoughtful.)
“But you know, he was right
for her. And I love him.”
(The
room fell silent for a few minutes as I thought about Paulie, Kate and Rob and
so I knew I had to lighten things up a bit before I teared up.)
Okay,
Just for fun now.
What
kind of car do you drive?
“Cars hold no intrigue for
me. I only drive out of necessity. I like Kate’s Beemer, but I hated it at the
time—she picked it out because it’s just like his. Rob’s.”
Do
you sleep listening to music? If so, what type?
“Jazz. Blues. Love Dinah
Washington. Ella Fitzgerald. Della Reese.”
Wine
or beer?
(Chuckles)
“I’m not supposed to have either. But
I’ll have an occasional glass of a good red.”
(Holds
up Cab. in salute)
Chocolate
or Vanilla? We are not talking sex here. LOL
“Chocolate. No question
there. Remember my addictions!”
Ocean
or Lake?
“Ocean. Specifically,
California beaches. Clothing optional.”
What
is your favorite song?
“At the moment, “Ever the
Same” by Rob Thomas. Good song. Lots of emotion. Reminds me of Kate.”
What
is your favorite food?
“Heaps of roasted veggies
with olive oil, garlic, salt and pepper. I’m easy to please.”
Thank
you for visiting me today, Paulie. I wish you all the best and I know someday
you’ll be a big star. Oh wait, you
already are. J
“Ta, Susan! It’s been a
lark.”
And The Giveaway!
My first choice would be In Too Deep.
ReplyDeleteHey, thank you Susan for the great stop on my tour! Paulie is always thrilled to chat about himself, LOL. Looks like we're getting a lot of contest entries, which is great!!
ReplyDeletePam/Anne
You are so welcome. I had fun with the interview. I Love Paulie.
DeletePOINT SURRENDER would be my first choice. Hard to decide though.
ReplyDeleteOh yeah. I want Unmasking Paulie.
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